i have been
crawling out of my
skin, wanting to
scream that
do not
have to dismantle me
to fix our problems

i have slept since then

today, i have been
arguing with the
whirlwind of
emotions that is my
subconscious, and i am saying

being dismantled is not the same as
being torn apart, it is not
falling to pieces, and if i would just
so god damn stubborn and
open myself up to you in the
first place, you
could see inside, you could
all my pieces, you could
study me in all my
intricacies and i know
that if i break or
if i fall, you will be
standing right next to me
helping me pick myself back up and
pouring your
love into
all my cracks

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