i love my whole family. they're really kind. they're a big part of my life. if one dies, then there's a huge gap where a family member used to be. no one can fill the gap. forever there will be a gap in my life which has no certain meaning.

dedicated to c. coursey

i wrote this the summer after my fifth grade year, while remembering my great grandmother, kitty coursey of new zealand. i really even wrote the time with the date! so this backdated post is very, very accurate. :)